Ever since i were a young child, i always asked myself:
Why am i born in this body?
Why am i chosen to experience what i have now?
Why in the eyes of my body?
Why in this specific timeline?
Are there any specific reasons chosen by God himself why i’m in this body?
Maybe i’m just crazy while making this, as others (like you) probably relate the same about this either. But anyways, it’s probably better to just “follow the river” instead, as in following the path you “pursue”, something like that i think.
And obviously, it’s better to just try to be youself and not overthink much about these stuff. You’ll eventually experience them anyway i think (in which hopefully it’s something good in the future).
(Edit 5/8/2025: This post sounds like someone who tries to look “edgy”, but i sometimes still ask myself about this kind of stuff anyways. At least i have something to show my 3D model i made in Blender before.)